Saturday, February 17, 2007
itchy
my ear itches. my armpit itches. my arms itch. my left foot smells. my face has acne. my hair is greasy. my nose is full of snot and wont empty. my eyes are watery. now my right leg itches. my ears are full of ear wax. the universe is big. i like happy poems. kubas is a GOD. my sister bought an ipod nano. i wonder how she paid for it. my sister is in college. my leg is itching again. two snowmobiles are zooming across my lake. i smell smoke. my armpits smell. i like wearing suits. robin hood is my hero. i have to go to the bathroom. drama is fun. speech is weird. people talking to walls is funny. sara is really easy to scare. logan and i like beef jerky. i want a coke. my lips are chapped. i need chapstick. i'm not going to get into college. i want to learn how to dance. i wish life was simple. swanville highschool has monster sausages. bemidji highschool shuts off there vending machines. i like pep band. i like melby. i like harry potter. i like jazz. i bought a sweet jazz cd. i'm thirsty. festive overture is hard to play. in the spring is fun and hard to play. i never finished reading pats post. i don't care. love stinks. love is annoying. love is confusing. love is depressing. we should do the crucible for the fall play. "God is dead!" "It's my name!" people can be really annoying at times, talking of their problems when you could just care less. or when the say somthing that doesn't make any f*#@%  sense at all and then try to convince that it does. or when they always say how meaningless life is, and how they hate everything, or just say the most meaningless depressing shit. that pisses me off a lot, so much that i get anger built up inside and it never gets out. i am just really nijgfsndip;ojara. i can't think of any words to describe how i feel. why is this world so obsessed with negatives of life. a lot of people must see life through a process camera, only the negatives appear. i don't know what to do. the post started off innocent enough, now look at it. LOOK AT IT!!!!
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What we hunger for perhaps more than anything else is to be known in our full humanness, and yet that is often just what we also fear more than anything else....Little by little we come to accept instead the highly edited version which we put forth in hope that the world will find it more acceptable than the real thing.
---Frederick Buechner, Whistling in the Dark
I like this quote. It is a nice reminder that there are so many more layers to every person and every world... that the only thing keeping everyone from pealing back this thin film of fear or sorrow or confusion is to accept the world as it is (or better, as we would have it be) and appreciate the precious details in life. Broken, but so sweet and so complex and so lovely. Everything can be so beautiful. Everything is so beautiful. Broken, yes, but absolutely beautiful.
I recommend Lubriderm Advanced. It's nonclogenic, and doesn't grease up like some lotions do.
two favorite lines
1. people talking to walls is funny- I never did that for speech. I just pumped up with some music
2. I never finished reading Pat's post- This just makes me laugh because of your comment
you use quotes a lot sara. pat, i just read the comments pretty much.
I'm a quote addict, but I hear they are started a 12-step program at the high school, so I might be able to cure myself yet before college. Which would be nice. I'd rather not be know as "quote-girl," at Hamline. Hey, actually, that might be kind of cool. I could make a t-shirt, too. "The Almighty Quote-Girl." You know, I could really get to dig this...
Okay, I'm going to go back to my book editing now.
Back! Back to work, Self!
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