So unless something big happens within the next two months, this will be my last show. I just don't have the drive, and the passion I once thought I had. I would look at the script, devour it, take it every where with me, but now it just sits in my bag until I have to use it to say a line.
I feel horrible that this is what it comes to, and if my passion doesn't return, I feel even worse for taking parts away from people in this play.
I don't know.
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Just between me and you... I'm not sure either.
Maybe it's just the fall.
Maybe not, I guess. That's an option too.
Hoping it is, though. Feel terrible for even doubting. Like I'm committed and I owe the program or the people something. But my problem, is that if I step aside, who steps up to take my place? Last time I checked, I was the only crazy devoted techie who was entirely theatre first and had no other comparable complications. They'd get on without me, I know. But it'd kill me to leave. Who knows. We'll see what happens.
*hug* Maybe spring will be better.
Yeah, hang in there. Consider the different circumstances. And, you know, you only have about a month of practice left. Good luck.
Good luck to all of you.
I miss my thespian friends.
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